Scott McStationary

Lay still.
Don’t move.
What will happen if I stand?
The window looks welcoming.
The mouthwash looks delicious.
There’s a knife in the kitchen.
There’s a gun in the basement.
Don’t move.
Eyes open.
What will happen if I stand?
I could swing from the rafters.
Start the car, garage doors closed.
Swallow a bottle of pills.
Dive in to traffic.
Eyes open.
Tears streaming.
What will I do if I stand?